Friday

Friday

Today no need go school, yippee ! No need run cross country ~ ~ ~ 1pm then officially woke up and then went to bath. I had dreams with frens inside, I don't really remember what I dreamt, but it is afterall juz an illusion, a dream... Later went to Polyclinic see doctor. So sianx lor, need wait so long to see doctor, then claim medicine also need wait so long, zzZ... My doctor very the chim lor, his english very english -.- Then say de things all I don't really understand one, what I need anti-biotics then what what bacteria... I got 4 kinds of medicine, 1 is the anti-biotics, 4 times a day, 1 time 2 pills, then other 3 are headache, flu and throat, 3 times a day, 1 time 1 pill... See I one day need consume 17pills of medicine, so poor thing... T.T After that went to Hougang Mall eat KFC, my first meal of the day. Went home played 21dots with my mum and sis. I started with 0 and I won some $ ^^ So happy. Played awhile only then nvr play liao, sianx. Use com also nth much to do, I wish there is someone to accompany me. I wanna continue on with my animation I had in mind, I hope I can broadcast it to the whole world my production some day. I feel so empty inside my heart, my life isnt perfect. If u decide not to like someone because your friend like that someone I think you're being selfish to yourself. Loving someone is no sin, you can only gain happiness with your own hands... Right now I cant even preserve friendship, I dont dare to think of relationship... I'm feeling really miserable inside out, if only there's a medicine that can cure everything...

Kekiyo Uchida
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