Sunday

Sunday

Happy Chinese New Year!!! Today went to take ang bao $.$ Weeee, so fast got 3 digit le =X Thinking of how to spend my $ or keep it into my savings account. Even though it's Chinese New Year, I still had a lot of things going through my mind... Is it my fault which cause others suffering? Am I just being too immature? I wanted a good friend, but have I ever been a good one? Most of the time in my life I was always thinking of outsmarting others... So what if I can outsmart others, I only end up being sad. I feel so helpless, I couldnt help my friend, again. What is a friend? A friend is someone who is always there for you no matter sun shines or rain falls and always be faithful to you. What more is there to say about friend? Haiz... I'm bothered by love as well... If you love someone, all you want is for him/her to be happy right? Some people say, if you cannot get him/her, why still love him/her? But my case is I dont even know whether I love someone or not. I dont want love to be letting u or me and end up everybody unhappy, love is happiness, right? Headache never go, flu never fly. My dad says I this year "fan tai sui" so tomorrow going to pray "tai" so that "tai" will bless and protect me. Today played hours of audition, didnt do so well, because I was thinking of things and couldnt concentrate. I'm so sleepy now, hope tmr got more $ to take $.$ Nitez =)

Kekiyo Uchida
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