Thursday
Today also reach school very late, but I'm not late =P I don't know how to start a conversation... I'm not angry or anything... Haiz... I'm troubled by a lot of things... First period PE, went to class then take temperature then go change into PE attire. Then go downstair le teacher say whole of first period is temperature taking, wtf !!! Should have listened to Liang Yu jie lor, actually I also don't want bring de, but by right there should be a lesson mah... stupid... After 1st period is 2 periods of History, Mrs Lee never come ^^ WOOTS. Played poker cards, at first play few rounds dai di then play 21 dots, Elaine be Banker then play 10cent per match. I started with 30cents then in the end I still owe her 10cents -.- I lose 40cents... I feel sad for teachers sia... They are human like us as well, they could have find other better jobs instead of making teaching their career. Our learning attitude is also very bad in the first place... Haiz... Recess time that time bad mood... zzZ... Then also not feeling well... Before recess I so hungry, then recess time I eat le like no appetite cannot eat... See right, someone di siao u, u of coz not happy right? Then liddat u call someone else go di siao that person, then that person also not happy what, then why must di siao in the first place? POA lesson like always I feel so sleepy lor, not teacher no good or anything, is my problem, dunno why always no energy attend POA lesson one... zzZ... Physics lesson worse, I want close my eye... But dont dare close T.T After that took 325 home with Jasmine mummy. Reach home le so sianz... Went tagging in Adeline's blog -.- Tomorrow no need go to school ^^ weeeee ~ If I sleep to death suddenly, I don't think there will be a lot of people who'll care whether I live or die... I'm really tired... I no longer want to do anything else other than rest... Not even using the com... I'm really happy to have spent my time together with my friends, I hope I'm always happy... But afterall 1 hand doesnt clap at all. I'm having headache again... I hope I can rewind time so that I can make up every wrong step I've taken... I might have lose my way for now, but I believe god will guide me... Some things are juz purely my fault, I do not know how to step out, that is my weakness in life. I begin to feel myself as a stranger... I do not know what I want... Yet the more I dig, the more I don't know myself. I can escape reality for the moment, but I cannot escape reality for life. I hope that particular person read this blog and understand what I'm facing now... Maybe he doesnt care anymore, it's fine with me, serve me right. The hatred in my heart have been growing anoymously, I get angry easily but it's just that I didnt show... Today one sec 4 guy during recess come to where we sitting there say what eat finish then hurry go lah, still play what scizzors paper stone. I bang onto him before lor, no eye one, really feel like calling more people go sit then he no need sit. I hate people who is VERY xia lan lor, xia lan I can tolerate, but dont go over the limit. Same goes to di siao. In fact I hardly go di siao others one lor, unless is got offend me one, I won't di siao de lor, only joking. Haiz... Really tired now, plus got this stupid headache...
Kekiyo Uchida
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