Tuesday

Tuesday

Today morning headache very serious, but after bathing then ok a little bit le... Today had 3 CA tests, English, E Maths and Social Studies. I have confidence of passing English. E Maths I expect above 35... I dont think can get 40+ le bah, but juz dont fall below 35, then I am sastified. Social studies must A1, cause I have been preparing for it... I bought 10 seaweed chicken during recess time to eat =X Got 2 lesson no teacher I and Donovan went E4, then Mr Lee coming le, I shocked XD He from the back walk to the front, then I hurry go to the back there, when he go in E4 talk then I hurry run back to my class XD Donovan was following me too >.< That was close ! But lucky me never get caught ~ weeee ~ After school went home with Bernard and Donovan, Johnaton also take same bus with us. Reach home le also nothing to do, haiz ~ I don't know why, I don't feel so good today, mentally. I thought of things, certain things. I realise I was so not myself in school today, in other words I'm being too active bahx... Now writing blog also got a little headache. Because of some reasons, I remember that I make our relationship as friends very clearly to her, but after that I'm like treating her very badly. Every girl, being rejected, they'll say a lot of things, then will make u like a bad guy hurting others' feeling. Different conclusions are made from different point of views and from different kind of people. We used to be very close, but now because of me we become like strangers... I always thought, if 2 cannot be a couple, lets be friends instead. But the way I do things now, argh... I'm so selfish... The lock in my heart, what's inside it only I know, will there be someone who holds the key to help me unlock it. Once and for all, all out for once... I cry, wanting people to console me. I wish, hoping it would happen. I dream, so that it will become realistic...

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