Tuesday
Today got back A Maths paper, juz like I expected, I got less than 10/40... ROARS, zzZ... There's nth I can do about it, juz accept it and work harder next time. Physics paper... T.T Sob Sob ! Chemistry lesson never get back CA paper, zzZ... Went to Chemistry lab do experiment then got the filter water everybody playing with it -.-'" Today so happy got someone sms with me. Bell ring le then went home with Jasmine mummy =) Took bus 325 with aircon 1, thx for me rioting for aircon, LOLS. Then come home rush through writing my blog spots for Saturday, Sunday and Monday -.- Cooked prawn wanton for myself to eat. Cook finish le was finding my fav spoon, wth, can't find sia, have to make do with another spoon. zzZ... Went to play audition, I was so sad. At first I play still very smooth one, then for some reason I became moody. Haiz... Stupid com, auto restarted the com THREE BLOODY HELL TIMES, SO FED UP! 1st is when playing team battle party, 3rd round kanna dc... 2nd is when playing when daddy pig, THEN 3RD TIME IS WHEN I EDITING THIS POST !!! ARGH !!! PLUS GOT ONE IDIOT, 3 YEARS STILL THE SAME, IRRITATING, ANNOYING, LOVE TO SUCK UP TO PEOPLE, BULLSHIT A LOT, GRRRR... AIYA I DONT WANT BLAME OTHER PEOPLE LE LAH, ALL IS MY FAULT LAH. Tomorrow's Valentine's Day le, haiz... What do I intend to do? I just want to be happy, even artificial happiness, juz hide my sorrow away and I'm fine... Crying helps, but what for? Cry for the sake of crying, I hated it sometimes. I may look like I don't mind anything, but I'm mentally VERY FRAGILE, MY ALREADY HEART BROKE INTO PIECES WHEN I WAS JUST BORN, ME LIVING JUST TO FIND THOSE BROKEN PIECES AND LEAD A GOOD LIFE, EVERYTIME I'M SO NEAR TO MAKING IT INTO ONE AGAIN, THERE WILL BE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO BREAK THEM INTO PIECES AGAIN, EVEN TILL TODAY, MY HEART ISN'T ONE. PEOPLE BLAME OTHERS FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SASTIFY THEMSELVES, BUT WHY MUST OTHERS SASTIFY THEM? BLAMING OTHERS AND TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, YOU'RE NOT BORN WITH THAT. NO. I HATE IT THINGS JUST RUINED A PERFECT DAY LIKE THIS. Hope tomorrow will be happier...
Kekiyo Uchida
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