Tuesday

Tuesday

Haiz... Time passes so fast, March is already round the corner. Everything I learn will be tested in my O levels next year. Life is so tough... Now everything in my life have been perishing, perishing... My mood is strongly affected, I no longer have the kind of life I used to lead. To think of it, that was so much better. Wonder if it's my fault that I made so many people unhappy... Me this kind of person can't even be bothered by myself... Where got the mood to bother other people... Haiz... God grant me life, there should be a purpose. If the purpose is to give me a sad life, I will defy it. I really hope things will start turning back to to how it was, juz like a clock which stopped and to run again. I have lost my purpose in life, sadly. I no longer am what I used to be. Yes... the clock has stopped, I need more time to recuperate so that the clock starts running again. "Have u been smiling naturally?", "No, I have not..." What do I mean by clock? Only those who know, know. My heart was at the range of crying, yet I did not let it. Crying is so in the past... The me now cannot cry anymore, I want to grow up... Afterall life is a solitude without MUSIC... I've had enough, I'm fed-up with everything. I took what I should take, and I should be given what I should be given. Give me a break will ya? If it's a sin in the previous life, use me to wash away the sin I've commited... I really couldn't take it anymore... I hate liars! Even the slightest lie one could make! I can no longer treat things like how I treated things in the past, because what I am now is no longer the old me, the guy who's always cheerful and simple-minded. I hate some people who are especially, xia lan. If you go over the limit then u dun blame me for being ruthless, I have been tolerant.

Kekiyo Uchida - Fallen -
Disconnected in an instant...