If there's no sufferings, there's no compassion.
October 5th was my sis birthday, then yesterday was ck's birthday, today's Jazreel birthday, hahas. On my sister's birthday, went to swensens for dinner. I ordered baked fish rice, as it'll give me memories of having my meal on the plane =D Upon serving, the guy told me it was hot. Stupid me didnt get the full meaning of it, I went to lift the glass bowl and got my hand scorched X.x I thought it was the food itself which is hot, actually it was the whole thing =/ Then at night had ice cream cake xD Weeeee ~ Then 6th October, first woke up at 8am, then I sleep until 12+ then wake up X.x Decided to go out to celebrate ck's birthday, then made rearrangements to others things, so ma fan =( Then went out @ 1+ We went to Marina Square order movie ticket to watch the movie "Underdog", hahas. We went to eat McDonald for lunch, and then my stupid mouth ulcer(dunno how to spell lahs) was like so pain whenever the food touches it, @#%#%^$@ Then after that walk around, then go fetch Kah Jun. Then we go buy food watcj movie le. Regretted buying Nachos, I don't like it, Lays taste even better than it. After movie, Kenneth went home. The rest of us went anyhow walk walk like usual lor, then we went to Millenium Walk, then Suntec City. I saw Kuishin-Bo japanese buffet restaurant, it actually attracted me into going there for dinner X.x I'll ask my jie bring me there next time =D Went to witness the water fountain performance, quite nice lah, something I don't see everyday =) After that went to PS, then I go PC Bunk play audition =) Then the rest go home le I still there playing. Lose quite a lot of times =( Dunno why go bunk always like that 1. Then going home tt time, answered my father's call, #@#$^$#^@#%@ Dun wanna talk about it, he's a disappointment. Today 9am wake up, lazy bath. Brush my teeth then prepare to go tuition. Tuition so funny lor, hahas. Then go home my lunch is like shit. Then I watched this movie "A Walk To Remember", so nice lor, it's so touching, people inside there were so terrible, I'm lucky that our school is better than theirs. If you're interested in watching it you can go Veoh and watch it. I'll be changing my blog song to one of the songs inside =)
Love is always patient and kind
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offense and is not resentful
I did not need a reason to be angry with god... If I were to love you, I'll love you for who you are, and not what I want you to be. Love has no fixed definitions. Just because u think that doing those things are lame then u're just a child. What's wrong with a couple doing things that a couple should do? Fine if you think it's funny, keep the unnecessary comments to yourself and nobody will say you're mute. It is really a pity that some regretted breaking up and then hoping to turn things back the way it used to be again. In some situations it's possible, some ain't. I'm tired of relationship thingy too. I'm not good at playing love games, I don't know what you're thinking, I don't want to misunderstood. Is it always fixed that guys should take the initiative? I don't mind taking the initiative, you just act as though you didnt care, didnt feel.. didnt FEEL anything for me... 3 more papers to go, 2 more days left, 1 major result awaits... I hope I can do well for Chemistry, it can be easy... I've been disappointed numerous time.. I could trust no one... I've felt lonely all this while, I want more friends, friends who is always there for me, friends who reply whenever I call... I know there are some good friends around me, I appreciate the times we've been through together, thank you very much.. Thank you Eva mummy pig for being there for me at times, you are just like my real mother, I felt comforting when u always console me. Also thank you ice jie for being my jie and bring me out as though I was your real brother. Others plz don't feel prejudiced because I didnt mention u, please continue to be there for me ... I've always had this belief.. But I don't know if it's really true or not.. I'll never abandon this blog which have always been with me.. I'd rather let it rot than let it dead.. Thank you for always being there for me too, also thank you computer for your beneficial functions.. When I cross the road, there's always a chance I might be knock down by a car.. Especially during primary one, if I had been slower a second, I'd have been hit by the car. Then at home I have such a useless father, giving me such a bad impression of home. I hated going home, I didnt want to see this stupid idiot, my mum should have divorced him, I feel so ashame to have this father, going out with him I feel like covering my face with a mask. Even my mum don't like him too, he's crazy, he dunno how to be a father, he's the world worst father of all, I hate him, hate him TO THE CORE. I really don't mind if god were to bring him away, I have nothing more to lose anymore, my life is as bad as hell. I really hate my life, but life is fragile, life is precious, taking your own life is a sin, a stupid thing people say. I don't know what to do, what path to take, and what reason to live... I wonder where do people go when they die? Heaven? Hell? Only this 2 places? If I can choose, I'd rather go into the world of anime, which I've longed to be.. I merely wanted a happy life, why can't you all give me? Why are there still some fuckers out there contributing to the darkness in my life.. Why must u act in this way which make u a lowdown, a failure. There is definitely retribution in this world, I've witnessed it. It's so hard to isolate myself when there are still good friends around me. I'm unlike normal human, I don't know what to do to make myself normal, make myself someone who people likes, and not people who despise me. I have to admit I've been a rascal, an idiot. God please show me the light.. I just wanted a happy life, is that something so unachievable? Fuck off lowdowns who are laughing at my despair. I still have a long journey ahead, and if things really continue this way, I'm afraid I may have a mental breakdown.. I admit I'm a child, I'm immature, will you take me and guide me through my life? Sometimes my friends are like my family, they give me a kind of feeling which I really like it, but then that feeling seems to have been vanishing gradually... I want my sense of belonging.. I want my happiness in life...
Pictures taken October 06th 2007.
Love is always patient and kind
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offense and is not resentful
I did not need a reason to be angry with god... If I were to love you, I'll love you for who you are, and not what I want you to be. Love has no fixed definitions. Just because u think that doing those things are lame then u're just a child. What's wrong with a couple doing things that a couple should do? Fine if you think it's funny, keep the unnecessary comments to yourself and nobody will say you're mute. It is really a pity that some regretted breaking up and then hoping to turn things back the way it used to be again. In some situations it's possible, some ain't. I'm tired of relationship thingy too. I'm not good at playing love games, I don't know what you're thinking, I don't want to misunderstood. Is it always fixed that guys should take the initiative? I don't mind taking the initiative, you just act as though you didnt care, didnt feel.. didnt FEEL anything for me... 3 more papers to go, 2 more days left, 1 major result awaits... I hope I can do well for Chemistry, it can be easy... I've been disappointed numerous time.. I could trust no one... I've felt lonely all this while, I want more friends, friends who is always there for me, friends who reply whenever I call... I know there are some good friends around me, I appreciate the times we've been through together, thank you very much.. Thank you Eva mummy pig for being there for me at times, you are just like my real mother, I felt comforting when u always console me. Also thank you ice jie for being my jie and bring me out as though I was your real brother. Others plz don't feel prejudiced because I didnt mention u, please continue to be there for me ... I've always had this belief.. But I don't know if it's really true or not.. I'll never abandon this blog which have always been with me.. I'd rather let it rot than let it dead.. Thank you for always being there for me too, also thank you computer for your beneficial functions.. When I cross the road, there's always a chance I might be knock down by a car.. Especially during primary one, if I had been slower a second, I'd have been hit by the car. Then at home I have such a useless father, giving me such a bad impression of home. I hated going home, I didnt want to see this stupid idiot, my mum should have divorced him, I feel so ashame to have this father, going out with him I feel like covering my face with a mask. Even my mum don't like him too, he's crazy, he dunno how to be a father, he's the world worst father of all, I hate him, hate him TO THE CORE. I really don't mind if god were to bring him away, I have nothing more to lose anymore, my life is as bad as hell. I really hate my life, but life is fragile, life is precious, taking your own life is a sin, a stupid thing people say. I don't know what to do, what path to take, and what reason to live... I wonder where do people go when they die? Heaven? Hell? Only this 2 places? If I can choose, I'd rather go into the world of anime, which I've longed to be.. I merely wanted a happy life, why can't you all give me? Why are there still some fuckers out there contributing to the darkness in my life.. Why must u act in this way which make u a lowdown, a failure. There is definitely retribution in this world, I've witnessed it. It's so hard to isolate myself when there are still good friends around me. I'm unlike normal human, I don't know what to do to make myself normal, make myself someone who people likes, and not people who despise me. I have to admit I've been a rascal, an idiot. God please show me the light.. I just wanted a happy life, is that something so unachievable? Fuck off lowdowns who are laughing at my despair. I still have a long journey ahead, and if things really continue this way, I'm afraid I may have a mental breakdown.. I admit I'm a child, I'm immature, will you take me and guide me through my life? Sometimes my friends are like my family, they give me a kind of feeling which I really like it, but then that feeling seems to have been vanishing gradually... I want my sense of belonging.. I want my happiness in life...
Pictures taken October 06th 2007.
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