Illusion..

Wah SA2 started le woh, and I've been studying really hard for it ^^ Miracle woh. Got back my english speech homework, and wow, I got 26/30 =D 86.67% leh, I'm so proud of myself lor, I didnt know I can score so well for english, Miss Roberts showed me the light =D Hopefully she is our teacher next year, or rather she is MY teacher next year =) E Math paper today was like so difficult, I know how to do circles =D Except for that radian circle, zzz... If I answer all my questions correctly, I can still get roughly 30 marks bah, hopefully those I did are correct =) Then Social Studies paper was ok? I only memorise the whole of chapter 4, then chapter 6 is read and forget one. the Sri Lanka and Ireland thingy only took me about 10mins to memorise? Then Mr Lai was testing me, making me remember =D So since chapter 4 was the main chapter of the SA2, as the source based and essay question are both related to chapter 4, I know how to answer the question lor, whether I can pass or not depend on whether they format I answer is correct or not lor. Yesterday study math until 10pm+ outside, honoured? XP Well sometimes I really cant figure out what human is like =( Sometimes they're like this and sometimes they're like that. Sometimes they're like the world baddest people and sometimes they're like world kindest people. I am a human, but then I doubt it's reliability. Maybe I'm at the wrong place, wrong time, wrong generation, I seemed to search for who I really am. Yes, I seemed to have searched my true self, but then I fear people around wouldnt accept me for who I am. I am me. I am not something fixed u think I am. I have emotional times as well, a person's growth and development is really dependent on it's community and environment. Everyone should respect each other because we're all equal, it's ok to hate some people, but then there's a limit to everything. We are all borned and to self-cultivate ourself is part of what we do in life. Sometimes when u reprimand others, you should take a look of yourself in the mirror. Are you self-cultivated enough to reprimand others, do u have the rights or not, are u doing something right? Most people have lousy attitudes, they don't care what's right and wrong, they do it for the sake of doing. Shameless is one of the words used to describe those people. These are what I feel about life, I'm not offending anyone in particular, but just my mere conclusions. If u're offended, then you should know why, and not blame on what I've written. To realise ur own mistake and repent is a kind of virtue. Humans are all equal, it's human themselves whom level each other. I decided to quit mac le, I'm tired. Preparing for Sec 3 EOY is tiring enough already, I dont want a burden stacked on top of me, I prefer to be freed from everything. Mabe u think I'm irresponsible, worked for less than a month then quit. No matter what anyone say, my resolve is firm. I'd rather quit and then concentrate on my studies than trying to find excuses to push my schedules around like I did. I'm not meant for working, studying is what I should label as priority now. I simply cannot cope when mixing studies and work together, NO. I don't have to explain to all of you, there's no need to. I'm accountable to myself, that's enough. Friends around me shld support me, and not creating contradictions thus weakening friendship ties. Nowadays I've been linking things together despite whether they are related or not X.x Sometimes I really misunderstood some things, and try to find ways to resolve it. Sometimes, it's better to clear the misunderstading with the person. Don't be like me, always think very far when the answer is just crystal clear =/

Here are some requested photographies taken by me on 22/09 =)













That's all for now, until next time then =)