Soon =)

Hmmm.. 22th November ; Went to school and I found out there's no lesson =X Then I went to Kelvin's house. Was watching Kelvin playing WWE and he's damn violent man =X Then later when carrot came hurry change to Digimon Rumble Arena 2 ^^ Thrashing people like usual =X Only Daren is worthy to be my opponent xP Then later went Hougang Mall, in my school u =/ Carrot bought a Yugioh card for $5, then went to Comics Connection I bought a sword keychain X3 Then went to 4th floor kopitiam eat. I ordered teppanyaki chicken and eel meal =X Eating it for the first time =] Chicken is so so, eel is nice xD Then Daren ordered chicken rice =X Ehehe.. He very nice lor, give me some of his chicken =D (Actually I'm forced to write that =X) LOLS! See no evil, hear no evil ~ Then after Daren finish eating, he.. (I was bribed to cut off this part xP) Then when I was about to finish my meal, Marcus called saying he reached Hougang Mall le =X Then we were playing hide and seek xP Not my idea lah, so don't blame me =X Then finally reunite le, we all went back to Kelvin's house. Not fair lah, they playing the WWE again =/ Forget it I don't want add oil to fire ~ Then I ask Daren to take some pics of me for me =) Then slowly time passes very fast, I was doing Math questions on circle properties for carrot =) The answer in the answer key and mine are different, but carrot say mine is correct =) Went home at 7:30pm, boring as usual =/ 9pm+ I prepared myself Hainanese Chicken Rice xD Put in microwave for 5mins then wait 2mins can le, so convenient. The taste not bad lah, at least it does taste good. Then 11pm+ my mum dunno do what to the com again =/ She say her supervisor taught her what to do, then she do do do in the end also no change.. If the com can be fixed manually I would have fixed it already, I just don't like her doing things to the com as if she know what she's doing. 23th November, midnight. My dad provoked me again. I really hate my family live lah.. It's not just imperfection, but trying to get along well with everyone in this family is like catching mosquito with 1 hand for me.. Some people say we should cherish our family members don't wait until when we lost them then say if only this and that.. I do agree, I want to be a filial son too, to my mum maybe not a problem. But to my dad, I don't know how. I and my dad have an age gap of 30+, this may be the problem. He doesnt understand me at all, and sometimes I do get embarrass and fed up with his actions.. But then, he is still my father, what can I do? Blame it on my ill-fated life that is.. and I have such an irritating sister, she doesnt admit to her wrongdoings, lazy and clumsy,greedy too! I really cannot stand it lah.. I'm crying already leh... I feel so helpless for my life, I simply cannot do anything to change it. Why can't I have a happy family like happy fictional stories, dramas? Why is it that my closest friend have to betray me when I thought we could be best friend for life? Why is it that some people knowing that they wouldnt do it but still make empty promises? Life is so ugly, even me myself am guilty to be alive.. My contributions to the family will always not be commended, but for granted.. I'm just 15 years old, you want me to go to work, then because I don't want you not happy always use this reason to reprimand me. Why can't I be allowed to relax at home? Why must you bring me to be tortured than letting me stay at home doing other things? Do you think you're the only one tired? Yes my studies do sux alot now, but when I did well, you just hope that I would do better next time. You promised to reward me for 1 of my splendid academic performance, but in the end u failed to fulfilled it. So I just let the matter off lah, I don't want say anything liao, because you've since young disappoint me in a lot of ways. You say earning money is difficult, then why didnt you do well for your studies when u were young? What were you doing? Maybe yes u didnt want me to take over your footsteps, but then, I have emotions too, have you ever consider my emotions? My feelings? I always put on a smiling face outside because I don't want people to know I'm very sad deep inside me coz I feel so low having people to pity me for my plight, it's like, crocodile tears. I have once again agreed with some people that I'm a loner. I just don't feel the friendship connection between me and some people, all I felt is that because you happened know me so you just wanted to build up some small relationship and seemingly as if we are friends. I once again hated life to the core, and may isolate myself for some reasons.. Alright I've changed my blog song to this song which I like, it makes me happy..

风筝有风
海豚有海
我存在 在 我的存在。。。

Kekiyo Uchida.