Fear..

Having terminated 1 of the paths, now I finally made a move. Knowing that there will be a dead end, I thought it would be fine. I'm moving on with fear, I know why. Tomorrow CA1 commences, what if my results are still sloppy.. Haiz.. Still wants to cry out loud.. I'm such a crybaby, but my tears are invisible.. Yea swinging of mood in school, emoing. The best way is distraction, silence will only sink myself into the depth of unhappiness. Was my decision reckless? Or maybe it's fine bcoz no one cares.. Rubbish.. Fate ar fate, are u feeling bored and therefore is playing with me? Please do not do that, because I can subdue you. The heart of swords, me and my secrets..

Kekiyo Uchida.