Tired/Sick.

Haiz... Thinking of so many things, I experienced stress. Relationship thingys, always so complicated, so ma fan. Different people, different personalities. Everybody wears a mask, and you cant possibly see through what's up to their sleeves. I am really tired. Surprisingly I accept the thought of quitting school, but then, after all, this is my final year le.. Study well, leave school, have fun.. Sleeping so uncomfortably, wanted to sleep and never wake up. Life is precious, feeble as well. Nobody knows my past, nor what I've been through. How I wish my gan-family can substitute family love.. I'm sinking deep into the darkness, with light unable to reach me. People who cared about me, I mistreated them, causing them unhappiness.. I'm very sorry to those who I have hurt, u all were great friends, it's me with an attitude problem, psychology problem.. Wonder if the reason you remained single is because of me, or maybe I've been thinking too much. Hahas... Recently I can feel that my health have been detoriating.. Feeling very unbalance when walking sometimes is 1 symptom, what if I have a limited life.. Haiz... I wont be posting my personal stuffs le bahx, don't want make everybody emo, some people wont like it.. I am jealous.. I also want - - - - - -.